JADE!

the person that don't really exist,,a name in a novel..an attitude to show..
JADE in the novel,,someone that presence when she is lonely,no one to hold,someones that show her what is the meaning of love,,someone that always accompanied her on the rooftop of that building to only listened to her rant,someones that share with her all about life,,that gone when he knows that girl can stand there by her own feet,,he gone when he knows that girl has her own happiness..for many years that girl have been searching for him,,in the end,,they get together again,,

but for me,,,JADE is alive,,not only in a story to tell,,not only in a book to read,,actually i have created him,,created him to be my JADE
accidentally met him when the moment i'm very down,he used to be my bestfriend,we've shared everything,,aarrggghh!!!! why i have to remembered him at this moment,,,it seems hundred years we heaven't talk to each other,,maybe i'm the one that push him to far...hahaha,,
oh,,almost forget,,i think he has someone else maybe,,not maybe but for sure,,,
he is the one that promise to me we're never gonna be apart,,he promised to me that he always be by my side,,but now i'm starting to realize,,i can't hold his heart,,
we're separated only 30KM away,,but it seems very far,,it seems like thousand kilometre,,sometimes i am waiting my JADE,hoping he will come back to ensure my heart but sometimes i know he wouldn't,,,

Today is gonna be the day

That they're gonna throw it back to you

By now you should've somehow

Realized what you gotta do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do, about you now

Back beat, the word was on the street

That the fire in your heart is out

I'm sure you've heard it all before

But you never really had a doubt

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding

And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I

Would like to say to you but I don't know how

Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me

And after all, you're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day

But they'll never throw it back to you

By now you should've somehow

Realized what you're not to do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do, about you now

And all the roads that lead you there are winding

And all the lights that light the way are blinding

There are many things that I

Would like to say to you but I don't know how

[Repeat x2]

I said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me

And after all, you're my wonderwall